MY WAY HOME!

They say home is where the heart is my home has been departed ,
else where lost space a place uncharted
Back home, I never finished what I started A pass full of trash I need to take out the garbage Alotta prayers an tears, alotta fear Cause plenny peers was pierced an got tag here
like lazer take a gaz through,…. Its like a maze dude
An im dazed too!!
cause they made sure They left out page 2,
preacher say Only god can save u,….so we juss hope an pray through .
Look The un favored,…. Its funny so crummy how this side don’t show up on the radar
cause they kno it darth as vador.
nothin ever change, from Tha old skool pimps an players,
tha drugs dealer an skaters, Robber pullin capers,…….dudes hatin an fakin, kats thin as paper
Wish we could switch places Talkin walkin in my shoe but couldn’t even lace it,… les more face it. couldnt illustrate if they traced it
couldn’t copy if cut an pasted disgraceness all tha Hatred an racist .
BUT,....They say home is where the heart is my home is where the hate is like Hades
A long search for gold to find granit the pain hit then I panic I wish there was a ropia so we could climb this eutopia Phony gold an lost souls An all this stuff back home is stayin, that’s never changing …the hustler catchin cases a mother getting wasted Daddy hit tha bus station,……. Never to return, or see his facey,.He told lil stacy its a long vacation
Man livin in hell takes patients,…..
A curse an who gon break it?????
its roadkill, tha grill crooked we need braces, every body full of scares so who gone make it??

IM GONE My way home part 2 a short cut hole to find my way through
My way to, my way moved
My way lost trace I guess my way lose
This compass never keep its promise honest
an thats how it do
An now I come fast to a place I swear I came last
Pass the place where here looks like there,
so im talkin to tha operator whos in charge of my city neighbors
Thinking Where’s my home,. like ceaser in tha kitchen im looking for my rome
One bed room Im livin all alone,
im on my way HOME

TRUTHhurts!

I feel so naked
Like a head neck less
A neck……. less of necklace
Our love lost weight from its hefty
Relationship infected it feel so germ infested
I hear the dial tone ON I guess it got disconnected
Shouldna ate what I fed it
Cause when u left it made a left turn to hectic
It got lost but i thought we could get it
my other half so I thought we should split it
I lost it I coulda swore I held it, but I didnt
I thought i coulda help it
A love ice cold jus sorda melted
Cool water jus run off my plams an wrists
An i swear I seen it all before I felt all of this!
Like a kiss, missin my cheek an my lips
Tryna play tha cards in my hand quick
but aint no matches shhhhhi
………..game over i quit
Hello goodbye to this
Hello goodbye to bliss

her-NATURE

She says,…..Im so tired an Im stuck on this harbor juss to row a lil harder
An I plant these seeds, juss to make these green trees grow up a lil taller
An yes I try so hard an push the envelope juss a lil farther
I can only G.L…… ide not juss yet at least I cant FLY,
an these fallin leaves that float to earths floor tell me why they never touch tha skies
But I better fly like caterpillars grown up when Im grown….growed all up
U can ASK why but I cant answer you back an i dunno why
I summarize an try to tell tha story how my fall lived on after summer died
an how my winter cried, an it hurt tha pride
But my spring still sing on in octave pitches thas high, nature love it so it sighed (I want father time on my side)
but tha wings of fall don’t fly so tha fall juss fallin tha autumn be stallin an I be ballin pass cry
My walkin got reduce to crawling, I fill it in tha air, the winds are howlin an I miss my dawlin
An when tha winter comes an pass all tha beautiful crystal sickles be fallin
But when they fall don’t get sour
(Mother nature make puddles), an water flowers for hours,
An bloom daisy tall like tower, strong and empowered

BLACKPOWERTOTHAPEOPLE!

To my Soul rebels lets get it together, lets make a vow to get it better
Time pass so fast Nowdays we winnin gold medals,
But we aint racin against flesh & blood man we racin against tha devil
To tha wire,…..black power sky high live an let die
MLK assassinated, they was hatin, we was screemin he was dreamin
An now im sein bob marley’s strings, singin, sayin…….. To tha world
no woman no cry, keep looking for ya feathers so ya wings can fly
Now we skyin opps I mean flyin,
I guess our feathers an our wings got found……… now we wont touch ground
We act like score juss like touchdown
Pound on tha side thas brown, from here on out Aint no holdin us down
Black queens over seas an her king wit blood diamonds in his crown
Give us broke bikes to ride an still glide at all wit no peddles to make us fall
Dang this age don got dark as tha kettle
jah blessed us we tough like metal, we got scores to settle
Power to my peopowhl, this hill got steep ohwl!
Nahh we up on tha steepohwl
Up front
No more walkin thru back dooez
Sight beyond sight no peekin thru peep holes
All tha Negro’s turn hero’s,….. Ol’e enough to be mold. An we don’t act like we kno
An we need to act like we kno
So beachy in tha evening But nights get so cold
Grew up wit no pop, still bloom like rose
Tha rich get richer, hearts turn stale so tha poor get stiffer
People pissed off but not a pot for tha pissers
an this is how it goes, give us blow to get throwder till we get gone
Put us in tha spotlight when our cover get blown
An then we get thrown!
Drizzles turn Dreariness,
Worries turn wearyness these tones im toted
Its so open an its deep as oceans its potent
They think we pronged an they hopin
Years ago they’d be ropin
That got stopped, tha GOV got together now we salin dopin
They give us twelve packs like coke an,…. I aint talkin carbonation
Pots an pans, cops like blame in tha midst of us makin, its like they makin us
Its discuss, when we get bust……….ed!
All it is, is fakin us all it is, is playin us!
Get it together!………………BLACKMANFORPRESIDENT!

It was only a matter of time til something came to.
Scratch tha rest I can start from scratch.
Tryna strike, an set it a fire a box full of one match.
gasoline less but it’ll still catch.
an leave everything else behind ashhh at it’s best.
It happen, they were there an it left,…….. All is gone, its nothing left an ima mess.
I rather not listen, thought id be better off deaf.
so I could kill death an not listen to its pleads for help.
Please juss help.
Im not crazy, at times anger talks juss hopin my anger cripples before anger walks.
I aint lien its funny, how it had me cryin,…..
Wither its Priceless or worthless.
I cant afford um so I still cant buy um.
It feel like dien, then it turn to sighin.
dang it was so silent then it stolen like pirate.
My clouds keep fallin til its skyless.

THEHURT!

Its like im not here anymore invisible tryna settle scores my steps fall through floors
Juss bare my soul Tryna let go of its rope, quit its dope
to reach hope, it so sad see, its bad in me, detoxification get to rehabin me
Looking for peace, love an its harmony but its vacancy’s Harming me
Im yawnin an its dawn an its tha same an it dawns on me
Not mad at you juss pissed pass angerrrye till I laugh it through
But at tha paist of gradual it be back to Malibu so that’ll do
Juss bad things, getting pass tha blueness an beams all tha faden dreams things I thought for seen
I finally cant believe this, thanx for tha stormy seasons,…. All tha reasons for leavin an believing
Runnin from feelins I guess im weavin so I try an sew it in a like weave an,
Airless Im believing I juss stop breathin, I cant live here……. headless but still here,
Tearless but buckets still fill here, healed but all these wounds i still wear,
is it that vain,….. Maybe so, cause I can see it run through my vains, unplugged till I drain
Juss Cain…….. An I drink its Champaign, I campaign an complain bout tha pain it brang
Hittin me like gun shots………………….BANG!!!!!!
It got to tha point I pray for rain, cause it’s hailin an tha storms like hell in high water
My windows waxless my foot to tha maxness an it was hard to tell an turn
But lessons was taught thou I swerved when I turned
But learned it vivid, should I stop or quit it, I slap my self an say shut up an quit it
Cause u don’t get it. We aint doin it again juss get it.
yeah i know but i miss it!
So Gone ,so ur not here, but you’re a host cause ur ghost still mingles there
My yesterday left, Emptied me till nothings left
an imma mess love broke in dept
In sad’s choke hold an im so cold, from it’s air I shiver, its fear I quiver
Missin an wishin I was kissin my yesterdays lips an, yield our fightin fist
But I guess its true. An for me it’s blue, that oil an water don’t mix, so no fix
Juss a lingering scent like mists that linger in an grapples wrists, an I cant get lose,
swingin till I slip in despair an fall through, juss a cry of echo’s as I call out to you
very certainly I knew, I wont get through, an its hurtin me, so hate arise an lurk in me
Around tha thing that beat inside my chest
but it was far off in sight soon to come so I guess
The pain in me its anguish see, to tha bones it hurt till i ache an bleed, cold to a freez
an it drains tha man inside an all tha remains in me,
I fear tha mirrors, feel like im inferior cause when I look in Im blamin me
An im shame to see, ive been soaked it don’t seize to rained on me
An it cut like knives an these wrongs feel right,…….. Screams sound quiet
I tried with might to hold up what was old enough to juss rott an mold on up
I juss cry on cause what I relied on, crumbled an died on, gave right up refuse to fight on
Emptiness till it’s dark even when lights on,…. I search my whole life long,
To see its so short, im in tha same chapter listenin to same songs
Tha feeling die seems to rise, I’ll see love another day never GOODBIES!

I cried out my eyes today it seem like trials just lie an wait,
I feel like a cold die away but I still thank god im alive an wake
Pleadin to god with no bribe to make, seem like my blessin grew wings juss flyed away
Not enough tools juss a plier away, but I got enough for me to juss pri away
tryna scrape sky an notta sky to scrape. Even if I built clocks not enough time to make.
Tha 1st hand tics an I aint gotta a second to shake
But u better bet I prolly gotta a lesson to make,
down stream no paddle,…… kayak in a lake.
An I finally made it out an im back in a lake.
So Im blowin wishes like this a dream hopin its fake.
How I be moven in place in tha time of a race
Im fed up from my head up an I try to escape
How to make a way out of none? I dunno juss make u way
Not a toc to tic, I feel it in the air ima make it today!

tha time has pasted but it was best while it lasted see
like blasted with out tha b
Im confused cause dumpsters near not nearly wantin to trash this here,
its hard to kill whats so alive an cast it underneath where caskets lie an sleep
We fell harder off tha jump like tha fastest feet
An its hard cause now we’re past tents, I mean what we had kinna came an went
But we suck back kinna like magnets, An I juss wanna have this cause I never had this,……..
Words hurt but these actions burn me to ashes, 2 years go by so fast like flashes
And I flash back to what we had back then, I juss wish we could have back what we had then
I had tha fastest car wishin u juss climb back in, we wrecked a lil but it still ride like benz
It aint all about looks man, all these dimes an tens.
We cant be friends cause she more than a friend to me, drunkin off it’s Hennessey
An thas loco cause she say she local
But She must be from Tennessee cause its alotta girls an she tha only ten I see
An it’ll be back again before I count to 1.…………………2.…………………….3!
Peeked in to see its where abouts, to bad we ended before we peeked out
I guess what was fillin up started to leak out, an its floods on tha floors began to speak out
Tha halls walls told tall tells,……… that went well at first then turned hell,
But she couldn’t tell it never hit till her quench fail from tha dryness of tha Waters wale

I know this poem is almost days late, its funner cause you want it more when I make u wait
Not quiet on time but, soon as late
I wanna make you’re sunset an rise like days break!
I might chip it till it crack. An make it break
If You don’t get it. find out, I wanna sneek to tha allies vallies an hide out
Underneath yep, nobody finds out.
High waters leave me swimming for days
Your halls walls change so im dazed in this maze,… seekin my way out
But I don’t wanna leave,……… gimme a second I need a minute to breath
You want me to please, uncertain so certain so u subject tease.
Juss let me unlock you
You know you wanna gimme ya keys

RAIN!

I love to listen drops hopin yall never stop.
Im talkin rain heavily fallen from tha heavenly.
Cause It’s waters wash stains
100% chances that gave tha yellow coat it’s name.
Bringin hella to umbrellas rinsin off tha pain it brang.
Im like turn it up a little,…..cats & dogs by drizzle.
People say ughh outside it’s a nasty day, let tha rain pass away
or come back another day
But this not a half bad day,….. let tha rain poor, last, an stay!
Cause to me it’s a beautiful day
Then tha rain continue to fall then it stops an it starts then it stalls an it falls
Juss look at tha puddles, that continue to form floods to dry rubble
Let um fall yea all these droplets, that sound like applause
As they form all these water pockets.
Even tha rainbow that forms knows he cant stop it
Clouds produce an juss chill an watch it
Even in pass tent it went til GOD had to mop it!
Beams from this liquid sunshine
Comes down to cool tha earth an let it wine down
Watch tha people drive by
It’s never heavy cuz tha traffic dies down
When tha wet heavy heavens fall from tha skyyy
An a single rain dace keep it damp an from dryyy
As tha candy coated raindrops continue to pore down

I'd say u juss go wit me.
U and i no matter where we be
wiether we walk the desert's sands or tha shores an its sea's
and im sure we'll sore like tha winds an it's breeze.
she bud like flowers, im fallin for pollen so i buzz like bees.
we water our seeds, so we grow wild like weeds until we ol'e like trees.
some rain might fall stormin tha weather even when it blow our leaves
but soon as they fall they grow back like ease!
we dont want it to end so we pray for it please
i't cut like knives tha letters love i bleed!

love's wildcard

Lets Do it again,………………. Of coarse life goes on, it has no choice.

But a heart does.

It can be at a stand still until the end.

An if u don’t think keep liven it’ll only take a min you’ll see it then.

Love is strange, a place where u might even see drowners swimm, or veterans at begin!

It has no choice but to be driven where it wants to be drove, or dive where it wants to dove.

An only passionate to end up in tha place it wants to go.

It cant an wont stop on tha walls in all's tha halls of watches on father times walls, where all clocks tick an never stall.

Since tha day he walked away but back an forth at a time to say, shes a maze

her ways continue to change, so afraid to step out that skin shes been standin in afraid of tha pain,……….

But it hurts LOVE tha most danggg!

On behalf of this man looking out for this gurl you are tha guide an tha weight of her world.

Sippin water from tha wishin well that wished it well, that was well aware but couldn’t tell.

Cause Love knows tha heart

, but im so confused i wish i'd tell, nothing else to lose,…

even if it leaves a bruise, an continue to swell.

CHAIR MAN!

Belief makes things feel alright, along with work’s faith everything can be alright

Knowledge is power, an in often times is needed for defense, the enemy come as suspense

U find yourself caught in an atmosphere thick enough to cut with life’s knives

An Even when I took tha enemies bribes, an told lies.

He stood beside,……. by me every night with a hedge of protection, an never stops

Long live tha real king up there somewhere? I’ll yell it on earths roof tops

I thank him for tha lights he handed me, an for things he got an brought to me.

An the whole time all he wants is to shine bright through me.

Now Thas true love beyond an above measurements measures, pass all highs an standards

A warm something to my paths no words can describe, not light, direction, or tha lantern

I Got my path in sight I had went left an he said right, but he was there to chastise an now I realize rights right!

If I have him, what’s to stand against me. He’s my army against my wars, battles, an fights

Hallelujah to tha highest of heights,

An I know one day over fields of sands we tha people can squeak by

If we get right, juss to barley get by in that promise land, time is shortening so I should take his hand.

I wanna be a passenger in his chariot!

His glory full majesty, He’s always been GOOD TO ME, He’s BEEN THERE FOR ME..

LOVE HAS A MEANING TO THE WORLD

AN HE GIVES IT TO YOU, BUT TO LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES!!!

THAT ONLY LIVES IN YOU!……………….Christ!!!

BOUQET!

Babe why are weeds in tha flowers for a couple'of hours on a beautiful day??

Babe i planted seeds in our flowers for a couple'of hours on a beautiful day.


Dang peach i messed up an i know it see.

Its feelin like to me some bitter sweet poetry.

im steep in emotion, i mean neck deep.

im at tha door, but i fumble wit a lotta keys.

that i think i need, that i like to keep around knowin deep down inside i dont need.

a lotta lessons learned that i must heed.

a lotta lines in-between that i must read.

im light headed so i juss breathe.

should i enter should i leave, should i stop, should i creep.

I juss ask lord please.

could i flee to a mays day dream kick back relax an feel tha breeze.

cause i know if i sewed them seeds that very same harvest i know i gotta reap.

profanity,...... curses with no bleeps.


Babe u planted seeds in our flowers for a couple of hours, on such a beautiful day?

Babe i planted seeds in our flowers for a couple of hours, such a beautiful day!

THE OUTKRY!!

I wish I could fall back in time
Cause my mind was where wrong words rhymed, That were lies half tha time.

Again we crashhh, I watered other flowers.

And you stayed alive. while the watered withered an died.

Snakes in tha garden in disguise, but its no surprise.

I found that deep in side is where true truth reside.

I know u cant swim but jump in take a dive, I wont let u die.

Or else I juss get inside on my own even if I have to pry.

This small kindled flam will soon ignite. To fullgrown flames out of control, untamed.

To burn the hurt inside an its remains.

Troubled minds take a slew of punches juss to throw one.

but I been there before an its no fun.But u find it hard to run,…….

but im here waitin, Im holding my hand out, so would u pleeeeeeeeas come.

EFFLORESCENCE!!!!!

Dang man stuff hit tha fan

when love was in demand

An im surprised like……. D**N,

I found someone who finally understands

I know im a lil hard to get, But I aint gone do her like them other dudes did

Cause I think I like her like a riddle shes hard to get.

I guess thas why when she was playin hard to get,

she was hard to catch like fast balls with no mits

at tha same time Im her nicotine king

She’s my nicotine queen she’s hard to quit.

But we move slow........ a lil faster than still, we free chill at least for a minuet.

Thick fabric but she seen past my linen.

Gave me her broken heart an i fix it.

After she thought It couldnt be minded.

but i didnt it real soon.

I stitched all tha scares an band aided all the wounds.

Something bout tha sound of her voice it juss keeps me in tuned.

I watered the seed I jus wait for us to bloom.

Then………… (booom) it blooms.

It continue to grow like zooooooooooooooooom!

Tha plant out grows the green room.

So we look for a bigger room.

Rich soil, OUR LOVE IS HUGE!

An we continue to grow an presume to resume!

FreeSPILL2

Bitter sweet poetry, its like liven fast an dien slowetry.

I daydream but the dreary day frowns but still sings

numbing pain, scabbed stabs that still sting.

waken up to reality from a bells ring.

maybe now the sun'll shine brighter for the earth.

cause i remember seeking moon's rebirth that.

That drizzled puddles causing mirrors for the earth.

im so forward thinkin i forget about the presance

(OUTCH THINKIN FUTURE HURTS)!

time pass so fast it seem like its stretchin

I seem far away but im as close as a smidgin.

my pot at the end of a rainbow. I go an go then i stop its from a distance thou.

an when i finally get close, i barely even know.

barely seein over walls even on my tip toe.

No mundane day to day everythings the same.

U procrastinate u use hesitance cause u know patience love to wait.

U wait cause u know lovers hate to hate.

I'd like to kick this crisis with a side kick, cause this land is famished.

im uncharted like diffkaud..................... another planet!

Im minning, tryna find tha real GOLD cause im sick of findin granite.

Im taking trips,..........mapless i unplanned it!

pouring thoughts out of tha mug, they were crammed in.

i was tired of keepin um cand in.

im tha pilot to tha plan, i juss gotta land it!!...................Capeesh?

FreeSPILL1

Yeah i write a lil poetry,.... its like we match cause it go wit me

it grows in me, enter then flows thru me.

But i toss it up over heads, an my words are slick so its hard to catch.

So far fetched some minds are slow, so some senses dont mesh.

many passes become future regrets.

An i heard what u see is what u, usually get.

im one of one im a limited edition.

tha last antidote on tha shelf ima limited prescription.

i dont walk on 4 wheels i dont dint from collision.

i juss collide with knowledge & understanding, an use wise with precision..............persistent!

For instance.......................better yet i'll let u figure out, cause no lesson's better than experience!

SO go ahead teach her and teach him......u cant see ur last page juss cause u recall pickin up a pen

Maybe in ur head it'll stick like pins. cause its all abstract

No magic potions jus totin tons like my back's packed.

take what u heard then subtract,

it's the solution to you're answers??? it'll light ya path you could use it like a lantern

take the plus's an division's conceal um then you kill um.

or else they'll spread like cancers.... an kill us

MaK3AhWi$h

See this here is for miss bad

cause when i seen her i could’nt pass.

She got dope style an much class.

yea i act hard, but i’ll be ya teddy bear behind tha mask.

cause i was wayyy ahead when the rest would juss lagg.

I met you an im glad, im awake from sleep i was tired of all the chicks in my past.

I now smile but i was sad.

And ppl might ask, cause i was mopin all around an now i laugh.

I sigh....... everything is better now,tha grass greener, weather clearer, air cleaner now.

So i deep breath, next stop i retrieve the hearts lock an it’s keys.

So i can open up ur soul an feel the breeze.

An if it’s kool enough i might pop a question on a knee,

life would be paradise sandy beaches wit palm trees.

we could build a boat an sail the 7 seas.

shes what i never had,

and compaired to she everythings garbage like bagged trash!

when my heart cracked she had the cast,

when my heart was broke she had the cash,....... get it.

she tried the glass sliper on that was lost an did fit it.

she’s my new paitient, that got admitted.

an i must admit it when the shoe fitted my heart juss lifted. an i aint playin yall.

i’d be ken, juss so she could be my barbie doll.

Th3Da$h’ZPhOto!

The bill folder even holder, same picture on my dash.

shes my air bagg prolly would’nt die if i crashed.

shes so hott i guess thas why i kieth sweatin man i gotta make it last.

on tha dash an thas forever,unconvert the drop-top when we under the weather.

the worst apart but best together, so soft like waynes leather!

thas why i write this letter juss to let her know,

the one on the dash noone does it better.

opposites attract bitter,sweet like- sugar an cheddar.

tinker an peter pan forever in tha land of never.

heart target, shes the arrow through my heart.

i juss might crash thas why me an tha dash’s photo never part!

IMJUSSSAYIN!

Yea we made mistakes.

More than we both should take.

An u prolly cried enough, to fill up a couple rivers an a few lakes.

we up break to up make, we give up to in take.

but we failed to look an see tha changes we should make.

We got some imperfections, but u gather mine up to throw um in my face.

don't intend to condensed its as much as I can take.

U don't listen an, refuse to bend so im bendin til I break.

An Its like do I stay or walk away, Do I fight for the next day?

We both playin chase, but who's after who if thas tha case.

we both left tracks but, but u aint tellin a trace.

but the clouds commin out......... outch carma rain in ya face!

SELFREFLECT

I Hide back deep inside, beyond confidence beneath tha pride.

tribulations an trials, seekin ways out im on tha proul i browse

tryna get down deep inside i pri.

harder to hardest i try to emerge.

but again i sink an submerge to back's line.

so ahead feelin far behind alarm ringin so im behind time.

its me in a nut shell.

an the opposite of my exterior lies within a nutshell.

so complex oderless turn to scent.

moneyless turnin to cents, direct words understated as hints.

doctor stetch up the open wounds.

take me out the shadow of the fullin moon.

put me in a place of a glowin sun where flowers bloom.

as i open the door of the first room i assume trouble is near.

because all i hear is doom. like BOOOOOM.

(OURSUICIED,LETSMAKEACHANGE)

The scientist maid a small substance

to kill a lower class hired by the government.

So we could lose our minds so to speak, an waist our sense

It had its toll which was to be an meant.

Its not readable like English print.

Suger coats with lies an disguise

but I see vague cause its written in the sky.

Work hit the street an flew like flies

We kill our ppl question marks ask y.

No answers cause all I see is pain in eyes, pain an die.

But to myself I complain

Mayer may he deal her Cain? Juss watch the exchange.

Cause the world will never change, we can wait.

But that's just to escape, cause they raisin the stakes

Wanna be hero's but u aint wearin a cape.

We vulnerable now, earth is quicker to quake.

Cookies an delivers to make. Cakes an pies are quicker to bake.

Ur boy got u tied up, some kats r quicker to hate.

Cops quick to pull up its us catchin tha case.

It's a drought now, ppl scrappin tha plates.

I wish what they drew, I could erase.

I wish I could give um a spoon of their own medicine,

You know……give um a taste.

But I cant save the world, cause that aint my place.

I gave u tha shoe, so get to tyin a lace.

But we steady Robin hoods not showin a face.

And its mostly my ppl its a shameful disgrace.

(exuberance)

None's near, I know, I peeked here.

My coast clear.

I sneak in, sort of like I creep in.

She soft, I sink in, my deep sea shes sinkin!

liquid like, I seep in. screwed tight…….. no leakage!!

I got it so I keep it like secret

I wont it, but she need it

Inhale diffagyn,…… only we can breath this

I hush like shhhhhh ….. Only she can hear me breathin

She liquor on rocks, lets go……. boats on dock

A bad pad but I own the keys to her lock

She tick an tock like clock,

Im on her time so I watch her watch.

Microwave heat……… she's corn till she pop's

Close tha lid after Butters on top.

No foot steps but im leavin tracks

No seems I leave cracks

Do what u do but Watch ur shoes

Cause ima sweep u off um like door mats……………

surrealities realism

Yea I know its confusion, but u steady stride forth, no refusing

If its broke im refusion. The essay's peek then conclusion.

It's already written now. only one size fittin, then im the hand in ur mitten.

U want piece of mind cause it's what Im given all ur time.

Day dreaming im doing, an its seeming.

That im the needle an ur my thread so lets seem this pattern given.

Divine juss gleams while Intervening

Im ur Nights moon light ur my days sun beaming.

An we see what we're doin an where it's leaning.

So whats you're opinion on what it's meaning.

Cause we're not dreaming

I woke up earlier, plus I pinch myself……….. Im so awake.

An I see thru ur defense, plus I climbed ur fence.

I stay an wait to react off ur next hint………….hint!

This is real,…… an time kills

But u shiver from the fears of what u feel.

so I juss free chill.

I guess we flow cause I don't wanna distil the moments ahead!

……… this is so surreal!!!

WHATSGOINON

Inhaling these emotions,…. Its getting closer an close to me closing in

It's potent. Dozing off from tha sip of love potion i took in

I want u to stick around, an u want me also.

This is tha start of something good, tha start of something new

And all I really want is you. An right now u thinking tha same too

The words u speak to me are unlike anything that's ever been said.

what u do to me is unlike anything that's ever been.

Let me be the one to complete what's undone.

If what u are is incomplete. An I know it is, so here comes me.

I Seen things in my life an been alotta places.

But i want u in it, to put smiles on ur faces.

don't let time be wasted,

I know ur in a more worst position, but hey its just a position

Make tha decision, we can blend an make…….. A juxtaposition.

Thanx a million JESUS

I juss pray an wait to see, wake up tha next day

An thas what he gave to me. im thankful, Situations faced day to day

Troubled minds, sometimes comes an attack a 100 times.

But a righteous man stands after fallen 7 times.

Theres meanings to things and,… we don't understand.

Lean not to only what we understand,…..

Windows might close. For a door to be opened on tha other end

or vise versa……. But he knows best

An it Sounds like a plan anyway. So I cant complain.

Eternity defies man's imagination and comprehension

What happen is what's meant. But self is titled to its own decisions.

Eternity- it's not an object, nor place or period of time.

It juss floats threw air. Sometimes we forget an live careless with no cares.

But one day it'll happen when u an I will stand there…………….

Failing to receive CHRIST will result in eternal banishment from god. Life is too uncertain, death is too sure, and eternity is too long to further risk delay. GOD'S word is to be accepted now. An im talkin to self, to Cyrus 1st then to who ever reads an take it in!!!

A TRIP 2 DIFFKAUD!- tha 10th planet

To diffkaud in the middle of nowhere.others on the way man look at tha space pods.

the tread on tires never wear. cause turbo rockets stay burstin thru tha air

no gravity. it's way, it aint havin me.

dont j-walk,........... air walk cause its a casualty.

i juss got the keys to the space caddi see.the

diffkaud king is he,............ an thats me.

breath diffygen not oxygen cause thas normal an i sufficate cause it BOX me in.

passin jupiter,.........yellin i gotta dumb it down. im from where they commin stupider.

only feet away from stars my fuel light blink.

I get gas on mars.

i tell tha pumper speed up im in a hurry (B)tryna beat tha rush hour thru mercury

Louis vittoun ship must be kanye, a john robot havin a fiasco wit lupe

no beauty,.... no way juss a creamy day thas juss how it is thru tha milky way.

a,......yo i passed pharrell......... (forreal) yea

man they was chillin on neptune.

i seen'um an said word. He was like yea men, yall late. we left back in juner

i told him i like tha slailor winds out here im livin looner.

now im on pluto. i got 20 doors wut u talkin coup for.

im goin g's pass, watchin a supernova. all i see is moon light where tha sunroof go.

i juss free chill while im livin diffkoe.

dodgin flyin comets and asteriods, big as tha sun.

i made this planet,.........so ima genius

i heard they got some good shhhhh on venus.

but not as good as diffkaudthere everything flow smooth like shhhhhhhh from uranus

u went to far if u pass tha black holes with tha patternsbut u can u-turn but dont exit saturn............

i know u really cant fathom this matter

i chuckle inside my head pass laughter.......................IMTHADIFFERENTKID

now ur in DIFFKAUD!

UNTITLED!

See man I got alotta issues, it hurts to a sniffle

Empty rolls to damp tissues.

Hello…… to the goodbyes an I miss youz

You still cant see thru, look hard cause its clear as crystal.

Its deep as the abyss, at me life must be pissed.

It feels like a curse man cause months pass an there's no bliss.

An I don't curse man but it feels like ishhhhhhh!!!

Dig in, my hearts so broke you could pull out lint.

You cant see behind this smile, what's there is hide by tint.

I wanna move on but I move by inch.

An it don't make since, cause im strong but uphold a weak defense!

Its over I aint doin it again, I aint prayin enough cause im livin in sin,

I aint reading enough cause im doin it again.

Its juss darkness like the nights begin of days end.

Im sick of these new bad goings, and tired of the same ole sad songs.

So I juss sit an take the blows it throws………

another here goes……….. Outch!!!! Im achin now. I smile an I fake it now.

Another harder than the first man I cant take it now, I cant even fake it now.

Agony is on the prowl, taps me on the shoulder.

Like im the one it found when it searched an found., when it searched an browsed.

Im in the ring swinging like,……..coach throw in the towel, but……..nowl

I aint gone quit I juss bob an weave move an stick. Till I beat it down.

Cause if it dont kill me, im that much stronger.

An ill last that much longer, an I can eat so theres no more hunger.

I over can my monsters…….. Im right now so I cant be more wronger.

The end roll credits………………….