her-NATURE

She says,…..Im so tired an Im stuck on this harbor juss to row a lil harder
An I plant these seeds, juss to make these green trees grow up a lil taller
An yes I try so hard an push the envelope juss a lil farther
I can only G.L…… ide not juss yet at least I cant FLY,
an these fallin leaves that float to earths floor tell me why they never touch tha skies
But I better fly like caterpillars grown up when Im grown….growed all up
U can ASK why but I cant answer you back an i dunno why
I summarize an try to tell tha story how my fall lived on after summer died
an how my winter cried, an it hurt tha pride
But my spring still sing on in octave pitches thas high, nature love it so it sighed (I want father time on my side)
but tha wings of fall don’t fly so tha fall juss fallin tha autumn be stallin an I be ballin pass cry
My walkin got reduce to crawling, I fill it in tha air, the winds are howlin an I miss my dawlin
An when tha winter comes an pass all tha beautiful crystal sickles be fallin
But when they fall don’t get sour
(Mother nature make puddles), an water flowers for hours,
An bloom daisy tall like tower, strong and empowered

BLACKPOWERTOTHAPEOPLE!

To my Soul rebels lets get it together, lets make a vow to get it better
Time pass so fast Nowdays we winnin gold medals,
But we aint racin against flesh & blood man we racin against tha devil
To tha wire,…..black power sky high live an let die
MLK assassinated, they was hatin, we was screemin he was dreamin
An now im sein bob marley’s strings, singin, sayin…….. To tha world
no woman no cry, keep looking for ya feathers so ya wings can fly
Now we skyin opps I mean flyin,
I guess our feathers an our wings got found……… now we wont touch ground
We act like score juss like touchdown
Pound on tha side thas brown, from here on out Aint no holdin us down
Black queens over seas an her king wit blood diamonds in his crown
Give us broke bikes to ride an still glide at all wit no peddles to make us fall
Dang this age don got dark as tha kettle
jah blessed us we tough like metal, we got scores to settle
Power to my peopowhl, this hill got steep ohwl!
Nahh we up on tha steepohwl
Up front
No more walkin thru back dooez
Sight beyond sight no peekin thru peep holes
All tha Negro’s turn hero’s,….. Ol’e enough to be mold. An we don’t act like we kno
An we need to act like we kno
So beachy in tha evening But nights get so cold
Grew up wit no pop, still bloom like rose
Tha rich get richer, hearts turn stale so tha poor get stiffer
People pissed off but not a pot for tha pissers
an this is how it goes, give us blow to get throwder till we get gone
Put us in tha spotlight when our cover get blown
An then we get thrown!
Drizzles turn Dreariness,
Worries turn wearyness these tones im toted
Its so open an its deep as oceans its potent
They think we pronged an they hopin
Years ago they’d be ropin
That got stopped, tha GOV got together now we salin dopin
They give us twelve packs like coke an,…. I aint talkin carbonation
Pots an pans, cops like blame in tha midst of us makin, its like they makin us
Its discuss, when we get bust……….ed!
All it is, is fakin us all it is, is playin us!
Get it together!………………BLACKMANFORPRESIDENT!

It was only a matter of time til something came to.
Scratch tha rest I can start from scratch.
Tryna strike, an set it a fire a box full of one match.
gasoline less but it’ll still catch.
an leave everything else behind ashhh at it’s best.
It happen, they were there an it left,…….. All is gone, its nothing left an ima mess.
I rather not listen, thought id be better off deaf.
so I could kill death an not listen to its pleads for help.
Please juss help.
Im not crazy, at times anger talks juss hopin my anger cripples before anger walks.
I aint lien its funny, how it had me cryin,…..
Wither its Priceless or worthless.
I cant afford um so I still cant buy um.
It feel like dien, then it turn to sighin.
dang it was so silent then it stolen like pirate.
My clouds keep fallin til its skyless.

THEHURT!

Its like im not here anymore invisible tryna settle scores my steps fall through floors
Juss bare my soul Tryna let go of its rope, quit its dope
to reach hope, it so sad see, its bad in me, detoxification get to rehabin me
Looking for peace, love an its harmony but its vacancy’s Harming me
Im yawnin an its dawn an its tha same an it dawns on me
Not mad at you juss pissed pass angerrrye till I laugh it through
But at tha paist of gradual it be back to Malibu so that’ll do
Juss bad things, getting pass tha blueness an beams all tha faden dreams things I thought for seen
I finally cant believe this, thanx for tha stormy seasons,…. All tha reasons for leavin an believing
Runnin from feelins I guess im weavin so I try an sew it in a like weave an,
Airless Im believing I juss stop breathin, I cant live here……. headless but still here,
Tearless but buckets still fill here, healed but all these wounds i still wear,
is it that vain,….. Maybe so, cause I can see it run through my vains, unplugged till I drain
Juss Cain…….. An I drink its Champaign, I campaign an complain bout tha pain it brang
Hittin me like gun shots………………….BANG!!!!!!
It got to tha point I pray for rain, cause it’s hailin an tha storms like hell in high water
My windows waxless my foot to tha maxness an it was hard to tell an turn
But lessons was taught thou I swerved when I turned
But learned it vivid, should I stop or quit it, I slap my self an say shut up an quit it
Cause u don’t get it. We aint doin it again juss get it.
yeah i know but i miss it!
So Gone ,so ur not here, but you’re a host cause ur ghost still mingles there
My yesterday left, Emptied me till nothings left
an imma mess love broke in dept
In sad’s choke hold an im so cold, from it’s air I shiver, its fear I quiver
Missin an wishin I was kissin my yesterdays lips an, yield our fightin fist
But I guess its true. An for me it’s blue, that oil an water don’t mix, so no fix
Juss a lingering scent like mists that linger in an grapples wrists, an I cant get lose,
swingin till I slip in despair an fall through, juss a cry of echo’s as I call out to you
very certainly I knew, I wont get through, an its hurtin me, so hate arise an lurk in me
Around tha thing that beat inside my chest
but it was far off in sight soon to come so I guess
The pain in me its anguish see, to tha bones it hurt till i ache an bleed, cold to a freez
an it drains tha man inside an all tha remains in me,
I fear tha mirrors, feel like im inferior cause when I look in Im blamin me
An im shame to see, ive been soaked it don’t seize to rained on me
An it cut like knives an these wrongs feel right,…….. Screams sound quiet
I tried with might to hold up what was old enough to juss rott an mold on up
I juss cry on cause what I relied on, crumbled an died on, gave right up refuse to fight on
Emptiness till it’s dark even when lights on,…. I search my whole life long,
To see its so short, im in tha same chapter listenin to same songs
Tha feeling die seems to rise, I’ll see love another day never GOODBIES!

I cried out my eyes today it seem like trials just lie an wait,
I feel like a cold die away but I still thank god im alive an wake
Pleadin to god with no bribe to make, seem like my blessin grew wings juss flyed away
Not enough tools juss a plier away, but I got enough for me to juss pri away
tryna scrape sky an notta sky to scrape. Even if I built clocks not enough time to make.
Tha 1st hand tics an I aint gotta a second to shake
But u better bet I prolly gotta a lesson to make,
down stream no paddle,…… kayak in a lake.
An I finally made it out an im back in a lake.
So Im blowin wishes like this a dream hopin its fake.
How I be moven in place in tha time of a race
Im fed up from my head up an I try to escape
How to make a way out of none? I dunno juss make u way
Not a toc to tic, I feel it in the air ima make it today!

tha time has pasted but it was best while it lasted see
like blasted with out tha b
Im confused cause dumpsters near not nearly wantin to trash this here,
its hard to kill whats so alive an cast it underneath where caskets lie an sleep
We fell harder off tha jump like tha fastest feet
An its hard cause now we’re past tents, I mean what we had kinna came an went
But we suck back kinna like magnets, An I juss wanna have this cause I never had this,……..
Words hurt but these actions burn me to ashes, 2 years go by so fast like flashes
And I flash back to what we had back then, I juss wish we could have back what we had then
I had tha fastest car wishin u juss climb back in, we wrecked a lil but it still ride like benz
It aint all about looks man, all these dimes an tens.
We cant be friends cause she more than a friend to me, drunkin off it’s Hennessey
An thas loco cause she say she local
But She must be from Tennessee cause its alotta girls an she tha only ten I see
An it’ll be back again before I count to 1.…………………2.…………………….3!
Peeked in to see its where abouts, to bad we ended before we peeked out
I guess what was fillin up started to leak out, an its floods on tha floors began to speak out
Tha halls walls told tall tells,……… that went well at first then turned hell,
But she couldn’t tell it never hit till her quench fail from tha dryness of tha Waters wale

I know this poem is almost days late, its funner cause you want it more when I make u wait
Not quiet on time but, soon as late
I wanna make you’re sunset an rise like days break!
I might chip it till it crack. An make it break
If You don’t get it. find out, I wanna sneek to tha allies vallies an hide out
Underneath yep, nobody finds out.
High waters leave me swimming for days
Your halls walls change so im dazed in this maze,… seekin my way out
But I don’t wanna leave,……… gimme a second I need a minute to breath
You want me to please, uncertain so certain so u subject tease.
Juss let me unlock you
You know you wanna gimme ya keys

RAIN!

I love to listen drops hopin yall never stop.
Im talkin rain heavily fallen from tha heavenly.
Cause It’s waters wash stains
100% chances that gave tha yellow coat it’s name.
Bringin hella to umbrellas rinsin off tha pain it brang.
Im like turn it up a little,…..cats & dogs by drizzle.
People say ughh outside it’s a nasty day, let tha rain pass away
or come back another day
But this not a half bad day,….. let tha rain poor, last, an stay!
Cause to me it’s a beautiful day
Then tha rain continue to fall then it stops an it starts then it stalls an it falls
Juss look at tha puddles, that continue to form floods to dry rubble
Let um fall yea all these droplets, that sound like applause
As they form all these water pockets.
Even tha rainbow that forms knows he cant stop it
Clouds produce an juss chill an watch it
Even in pass tent it went til GOD had to mop it!
Beams from this liquid sunshine
Comes down to cool tha earth an let it wine down
Watch tha people drive by
It’s never heavy cuz tha traffic dies down
When tha wet heavy heavens fall from tha skyyy
An a single rain dace keep it damp an from dryyy
As tha candy coated raindrops continue to pore down

I'd say u juss go wit me.
U and i no matter where we be
wiether we walk the desert's sands or tha shores an its sea's
and im sure we'll sore like tha winds an it's breeze.
she bud like flowers, im fallin for pollen so i buzz like bees.
we water our seeds, so we grow wild like weeds until we ol'e like trees.
some rain might fall stormin tha weather even when it blow our leaves
but soon as they fall they grow back like ease!
we dont want it to end so we pray for it please
i't cut like knives tha letters love i bleed!