Wednesday, April 30, 2008

EFFLORESCENCE!!!!!

Dang man stuff hit tha fan

when love was in demand

An im surprised like……. D**N,

I found someone who finally understands

I know im a lil hard to get, But I aint gone do her like them other dudes did

Cause I think I like her like a riddle shes hard to get.

I guess thas why when she was playin hard to get,

she was hard to catch like fast balls with no mits

at tha same time Im her nicotine king

She’s my nicotine queen she’s hard to quit.

But we move slow........ a lil faster than still, we free chill at least for a minuet.

Thick fabric but she seen past my linen.

Gave me her broken heart an i fix it.

After she thought It couldnt be minded.

but i didnt it real soon.

I stitched all tha scares an band aided all the wounds.

Something bout tha sound of her voice it juss keeps me in tuned.

I watered the seed I jus wait for us to bloom.

Then………… (booom) it blooms.

It continue to grow like zooooooooooooooooom!

Tha plant out grows the green room.

So we look for a bigger room.

Rich soil, OUR LOVE IS HUGE!

An we continue to grow an presume to resume!

FreeSPILL2

Bitter sweet poetry, its like liven fast an dien slowetry.

I daydream but the dreary day frowns but still sings

numbing pain, scabbed stabs that still sting.

waken up to reality from a bells ring.

maybe now the sun'll shine brighter for the earth.

cause i remember seeking moon's rebirth that.

That drizzled puddles causing mirrors for the earth.

im so forward thinkin i forget about the presance

(OUTCH THINKIN FUTURE HURTS)!

time pass so fast it seem like its stretchin

I seem far away but im as close as a smidgin.

my pot at the end of a rainbow. I go an go then i stop its from a distance thou.

an when i finally get close, i barely even know.

barely seein over walls even on my tip toe.

No mundane day to day everythings the same.

U procrastinate u use hesitance cause u know patience love to wait.

U wait cause u know lovers hate to hate.

I'd like to kick this crisis with a side kick, cause this land is famished.

im uncharted like diffkaud..................... another planet!

Im minning, tryna find tha real GOLD cause im sick of findin granite.

Im taking trips,..........mapless i unplanned it!

pouring thoughts out of tha mug, they were crammed in.

i was tired of keepin um cand in.

im tha pilot to tha plan, i juss gotta land it!!...................Capeesh?

FreeSPILL1

Yeah i write a lil poetry,.... its like we match cause it go wit me

it grows in me, enter then flows thru me.

But i toss it up over heads, an my words are slick so its hard to catch.

So far fetched some minds are slow, so some senses dont mesh.

many passes become future regrets.

An i heard what u see is what u, usually get.

im one of one im a limited edition.

tha last antidote on tha shelf ima limited prescription.

i dont walk on 4 wheels i dont dint from collision.

i juss collide with knowledge & understanding, an use wise with precision..............persistent!

For instance.......................better yet i'll let u figure out, cause no lesson's better than experience!

SO go ahead teach her and teach him......u cant see ur last page juss cause u recall pickin up a pen

Maybe in ur head it'll stick like pins. cause its all abstract

No magic potions jus totin tons like my back's packed.

take what u heard then subtract,

it's the solution to you're answers??? it'll light ya path you could use it like a lantern

take the plus's an division's conceal um then you kill um.

or else they'll spread like cancers.... an kill us

MaK3AhWi$h

See this here is for miss bad

cause when i seen her i could’nt pass.

She got dope style an much class.

yea i act hard, but i’ll be ya teddy bear behind tha mask.

cause i was wayyy ahead when the rest would juss lagg.

I met you an im glad, im awake from sleep i was tired of all the chicks in my past.

I now smile but i was sad.

And ppl might ask, cause i was mopin all around an now i laugh.

I sigh....... everything is better now,tha grass greener, weather clearer, air cleaner now.

So i deep breath, next stop i retrieve the hearts lock an it’s keys.

So i can open up ur soul an feel the breeze.

An if it’s kool enough i might pop a question on a knee,

life would be paradise sandy beaches wit palm trees.

we could build a boat an sail the 7 seas.

shes what i never had,

and compaired to she everythings garbage like bagged trash!

when my heart cracked she had the cast,

when my heart was broke she had the cash,....... get it.

she tried the glass sliper on that was lost an did fit it.

she’s my new paitient, that got admitted.

an i must admit it when the shoe fitted my heart juss lifted. an i aint playin yall.

i’d be ken, juss so she could be my barbie doll.

Th3Da$h’ZPhOto!

The bill folder even holder, same picture on my dash.

shes my air bagg prolly would’nt die if i crashed.

shes so hott i guess thas why i kieth sweatin man i gotta make it last.

on tha dash an thas forever,unconvert the drop-top when we under the weather.

the worst apart but best together, so soft like waynes leather!

thas why i write this letter juss to let her know,

the one on the dash noone does it better.

opposites attract bitter,sweet like- sugar an cheddar.

tinker an peter pan forever in tha land of never.

heart target, shes the arrow through my heart.

i juss might crash thas why me an tha dash’s photo never part!

IMJUSSSAYIN!

Yea we made mistakes.

More than we both should take.

An u prolly cried enough, to fill up a couple rivers an a few lakes.

we up break to up make, we give up to in take.

but we failed to look an see tha changes we should make.

We got some imperfections, but u gather mine up to throw um in my face.

don't intend to condensed its as much as I can take.

U don't listen an, refuse to bend so im bendin til I break.

An Its like do I stay or walk away, Do I fight for the next day?

We both playin chase, but who's after who if thas tha case.

we both left tracks but, but u aint tellin a trace.

but the clouds commin out......... outch carma rain in ya face!

SELFREFLECT

I Hide back deep inside, beyond confidence beneath tha pride.

tribulations an trials, seekin ways out im on tha proul i browse

tryna get down deep inside i pri.

harder to hardest i try to emerge.

but again i sink an submerge to back's line.

so ahead feelin far behind alarm ringin so im behind time.

its me in a nut shell.

an the opposite of my exterior lies within a nutshell.

so complex oderless turn to scent.

moneyless turnin to cents, direct words understated as hints.

doctor stetch up the open wounds.

take me out the shadow of the fullin moon.

put me in a place of a glowin sun where flowers bloom.

as i open the door of the first room i assume trouble is near.

because all i hear is doom. like BOOOOOM.

(OURSUICIED,LETSMAKEACHANGE)

The scientist maid a small substance

to kill a lower class hired by the government.

So we could lose our minds so to speak, an waist our sense

It had its toll which was to be an meant.

Its not readable like English print.

Suger coats with lies an disguise

but I see vague cause its written in the sky.

Work hit the street an flew like flies

We kill our ppl question marks ask y.

No answers cause all I see is pain in eyes, pain an die.

But to myself I complain

Mayer may he deal her Cain? Juss watch the exchange.

Cause the world will never change, we can wait.

But that's just to escape, cause they raisin the stakes

Wanna be hero's but u aint wearin a cape.

We vulnerable now, earth is quicker to quake.

Cookies an delivers to make. Cakes an pies are quicker to bake.

Ur boy got u tied up, some kats r quicker to hate.

Cops quick to pull up its us catchin tha case.

It's a drought now, ppl scrappin tha plates.

I wish what they drew, I could erase.

I wish I could give um a spoon of their own medicine,

You know……give um a taste.

But I cant save the world, cause that aint my place.

I gave u tha shoe, so get to tyin a lace.

But we steady Robin hoods not showin a face.

And its mostly my ppl its a shameful disgrace.

(exuberance)

None's near, I know, I peeked here.

My coast clear.

I sneak in, sort of like I creep in.

She soft, I sink in, my deep sea shes sinkin!

liquid like, I seep in. screwed tight…….. no leakage!!

I got it so I keep it like secret

I wont it, but she need it

Inhale diffagyn,…… only we can breath this

I hush like shhhhhh ….. Only she can hear me breathin

She liquor on rocks, lets go……. boats on dock

A bad pad but I own the keys to her lock

She tick an tock like clock,

Im on her time so I watch her watch.

Microwave heat……… she's corn till she pop's

Close tha lid after Butters on top.

No foot steps but im leavin tracks

No seems I leave cracks

Do what u do but Watch ur shoes

Cause ima sweep u off um like door mats……………

surrealities realism

Yea I know its confusion, but u steady stride forth, no refusing

If its broke im refusion. The essay's peek then conclusion.

It's already written now. only one size fittin, then im the hand in ur mitten.

U want piece of mind cause it's what Im given all ur time.

Day dreaming im doing, an its seeming.

That im the needle an ur my thread so lets seem this pattern given.

Divine juss gleams while Intervening

Im ur Nights moon light ur my days sun beaming.

An we see what we're doin an where it's leaning.

So whats you're opinion on what it's meaning.

Cause we're not dreaming

I woke up earlier, plus I pinch myself……….. Im so awake.

An I see thru ur defense, plus I climbed ur fence.

I stay an wait to react off ur next hint………….hint!

This is real,…… an time kills

But u shiver from the fears of what u feel.

so I juss free chill.

I guess we flow cause I don't wanna distil the moments ahead!

……… this is so surreal!!!

WHATSGOINON

Inhaling these emotions,…. Its getting closer an close to me closing in

It's potent. Dozing off from tha sip of love potion i took in

I want u to stick around, an u want me also.

This is tha start of something good, tha start of something new

And all I really want is you. An right now u thinking tha same too

The words u speak to me are unlike anything that's ever been said.

what u do to me is unlike anything that's ever been.

Let me be the one to complete what's undone.

If what u are is incomplete. An I know it is, so here comes me.

I Seen things in my life an been alotta places.

But i want u in it, to put smiles on ur faces.

don't let time be wasted,

I know ur in a more worst position, but hey its just a position

Make tha decision, we can blend an make…….. A juxtaposition.

Thanx a million JESUS

I juss pray an wait to see, wake up tha next day

An thas what he gave to me. im thankful, Situations faced day to day

Troubled minds, sometimes comes an attack a 100 times.

But a righteous man stands after fallen 7 times.

Theres meanings to things and,… we don't understand.

Lean not to only what we understand,…..

Windows might close. For a door to be opened on tha other end

or vise versa……. But he knows best

An it Sounds like a plan anyway. So I cant complain.

Eternity defies man's imagination and comprehension

What happen is what's meant. But self is titled to its own decisions.

Eternity- it's not an object, nor place or period of time.

It juss floats threw air. Sometimes we forget an live careless with no cares.

But one day it'll happen when u an I will stand there…………….

Failing to receive CHRIST will result in eternal banishment from god. Life is too uncertain, death is too sure, and eternity is too long to further risk delay. GOD'S word is to be accepted now. An im talkin to self, to Cyrus 1st then to who ever reads an take it in!!!

A TRIP 2 DIFFKAUD!- tha 10th planet

To diffkaud in the middle of nowhere.others on the way man look at tha space pods.

the tread on tires never wear. cause turbo rockets stay burstin thru tha air

no gravity. it's way, it aint havin me.

dont j-walk,........... air walk cause its a casualty.

i juss got the keys to the space caddi see.the

diffkaud king is he,............ an thats me.

breath diffygen not oxygen cause thas normal an i sufficate cause it BOX me in.

passin jupiter,.........yellin i gotta dumb it down. im from where they commin stupider.

only feet away from stars my fuel light blink.

I get gas on mars.

i tell tha pumper speed up im in a hurry (B)tryna beat tha rush hour thru mercury

Louis vittoun ship must be kanye, a john robot havin a fiasco wit lupe

no beauty,.... no way juss a creamy day thas juss how it is thru tha milky way.

a,......yo i passed pharrell......... (forreal) yea

man they was chillin on neptune.

i seen'um an said word. He was like yea men, yall late. we left back in juner

i told him i like tha slailor winds out here im livin looner.

now im on pluto. i got 20 doors wut u talkin coup for.

im goin g's pass, watchin a supernova. all i see is moon light where tha sunroof go.

i juss free chill while im livin diffkoe.

dodgin flyin comets and asteriods, big as tha sun.

i made this planet,.........so ima genius

i heard they got some good shhhhh on venus.

but not as good as diffkaudthere everything flow smooth like shhhhhhhh from uranus

u went to far if u pass tha black holes with tha patternsbut u can u-turn but dont exit saturn............

i know u really cant fathom this matter

i chuckle inside my head pass laughter.......................IMTHADIFFERENTKID

now ur in DIFFKAUD!

UNTITLED!

See man I got alotta issues, it hurts to a sniffle

Empty rolls to damp tissues.

Hello…… to the goodbyes an I miss youz

You still cant see thru, look hard cause its clear as crystal.

Its deep as the abyss, at me life must be pissed.

It feels like a curse man cause months pass an there's no bliss.

An I don't curse man but it feels like ishhhhhhh!!!

Dig in, my hearts so broke you could pull out lint.

You cant see behind this smile, what's there is hide by tint.

I wanna move on but I move by inch.

An it don't make since, cause im strong but uphold a weak defense!

Its over I aint doin it again, I aint prayin enough cause im livin in sin,

I aint reading enough cause im doin it again.

Its juss darkness like the nights begin of days end.

Im sick of these new bad goings, and tired of the same ole sad songs.

So I juss sit an take the blows it throws………

another here goes……….. Outch!!!! Im achin now. I smile an I fake it now.

Another harder than the first man I cant take it now, I cant even fake it now.

Agony is on the prowl, taps me on the shoulder.

Like im the one it found when it searched an found., when it searched an browsed.

Im in the ring swinging like,……..coach throw in the towel, but……..nowl

I aint gone quit I juss bob an weave move an stick. Till I beat it down.

Cause if it dont kill me, im that much stronger.

An ill last that much longer, an I can eat so theres no more hunger.

I over can my monsters…….. Im right now so I cant be more wronger.

The end roll credits………………….